still looking.

i had an annual review of my services today- the supervisor of this ics program, a lady from the ymca, and my new case manager had a virtual interview. i was telling the new case manager about me and i told him that i had originally been looking at new york for housing until i realized that the boston/concord area would be easier for me to get housing. my new case manager said, "oh! they have good resources for disabled people in the boston area! good choice!" and i said, "thanks. yeah, it seemed like a really nice place because i took my last trip there." so amanda's hopes to make me live here and do NOTHING with my life, so i'm a junior version of my mom took a turn for the better FOR ME. i said to the people in my meeting today, "amanda has never been disabled in her whole life. she's never even been to courage kenny and somehow she thinks it's a good idea that i should go BACK in my progress and go back to courage kenny. i owe ALL my thanks for me being ambulatory to tram holloway, who my grandma went and found after i kept complaining about not getting stronger. he brought his arp machine to my apartment and i went to his offices. courage kenny was more concerned about LIABILITY because when i showed up at courage kenny once without a walker or trekking poles- my therapist in the fitness center told me not to return if i didn't have my walker or trekking poles helping me walk. so i didn't return." at least a few more people know the TRUTH now. i told the lady from the ymca about the job interviews i had yesterday- i told her that the first interview said they weren't hiring me on indeed and i seen it while i was on the lyft vehicle going to the second interview. the people from the second interview told me they'd tell me their decision on monday about their hiring decision. i don't remember making any mistakes for the second interview, so i'll just have to see. the lady from the ymca asked me if i ever considered having a job coach where they automatically get you a job and transportation to the job.. i forgot to mention that the job coach i have now were thinking about getting me into a program like that- i can't think of the name right now. it'll probably come to me later. i think she said she was gonna call some of those programs or look for some to call with me the next time we meet.